{"id":903,"date":"2026-01-07T06:00:44","date_gmt":"2026-01-07T06:00:44","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/comptonplations.com\/?p=903"},"modified":"2026-01-02T23:24:07","modified_gmt":"2026-01-02T23:24:07","slug":"book-fear","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/comptonplations.com\/?p=903","title":{"rendered":"Book Fear"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>This past holiday season I went through my annual ritual of being afraid I wouldn&#8217;t have enough good things to read over the break. This hearkens back to the days before Kindle and electronic downloads and multiple library cards, when I would have to load up on titles from my local library, which would allow me to borrow only ten titles at a time. What if it snowed and I couldn&#8217;t get back to borrow more books? The heart palpatations were real.<\/p>\n<p>My fear has since expanded into worrying that I won&#8217;t have enough good books to read ever&#8211;not confined to the end of December, but at any time. Period. Which is totally silly, because I now have four library cards and the ability to read electronically. I subscribe to newsletters that offer up discounted books.<\/p>\n<p>So the emphasis has switched to <em>good<\/em> books. Compelling stories. When I reach the end of book that I can&#8217;t put down, I start wondering if I&#8217;ll be able to find another tale that keeps my attention. One that makes me stay awake at night until I&#8217;m so groggy I can&#8217;t hold my eyes open and the Kindle falls from my fingers.<\/p>\n<p>Lately it feels as if I have stumbled into books that sound wonderful but fail to deliver. Stories I have to force myself to finish. Sometimes, getting through the opening chapters is worth the slog, but most other times, well, no. So I worry that reading will no longer enterain me.<\/p>\n<p>We all have our foibles. Thank you for listening to mine.<\/p>\n<p>PS: Tomorrow (Jan 8) is National Joy Germ Day. 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